2008-06-25
So you had a bad day.
I fear that it may become tradition for me to have a breakdown each time I have to take a History Test. Still, cliches aside, I cannot express how incredibly lucky I am to have people there for me each time I pull stupid things like that. So,
Thank you Dilys, for being there first and foremost when the saline attack first started. Thank you so much for the hugs, for the encouragement and reassurances, for following me around to make sure I didn't fling myself over the railing at any given time and really, just for being there. You have no idea how much of my sanity is intact because of you and really, there are far from enough words to express my gratitude. Much love.
Thank you to the Drama Society, for being so understanding and caring, and for sitting through my blubbering. I know it must have been freaky, so thank you for not showing your terror if you had any. We'll get through this whole thing together, okay?
I doubt you'll ever see this, but thank you so much Ms Hu and Ms Pang for being so insanely understanding even as I was bawling away. Ms Pang, your calmness was greatly appreciated, and thank you for being so levelheaded and patient with me. And goodness, thank you so much for not asking any questions, I think I would have passed out if you had. To Ms Hu, thank you so much for expressing so much care and concern. It disarmed me like anything and though it made me cry even harder, it really touched me that you cared so much. Thank you so very much too for your reassurances, and your affirmation. Your words really made me feel so much more encouraged and better, and I hope we won't let you down. (:
And of course, Nadia and Greg. Head Councillor you are awesome because you picked up on it right away, and I'm being utterly honest when I say that meant a lot to me. Thank you so much for the encouragement, it helped insane a lot. And Greg, seriously, thank you for listening. A while back I probably would never have gone to you with a sob story but today, really. I mean it when I say that I was truly touched that you cared.
This entry won't have a proper conclusion I suppose, because I predict this is far from my last tear-fest. But for now, my love goes out to all these insanely amazing people, and thank you all so much for being there. Hugs to you all.
inquisite at 10:33 p.m.