2008-08-16
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There are many things I miss, but there are things that may never change either. It's an irrational thought now, but I am honestly terrified of losing what I have, people I love and the ebb and flow of feeling that surrounds me day after day after day. There are things I want to remember and write of, but simply cannot put into the right words, now or tomorrow. Still I love and I love and I love and I don't know if it's enough, but I continue and I can't stop anyway. I'm not dead yet though I will be some day, but today I am alive and kicking and damn if I'm going to live on.
inquisite at 10:48 p.m.