2009-01-16

pocket full of posies.

So the past week has been gloriously and devastatingly and intensely emotional.

I've hit such great highs and lows and I've cried all that I had to. I've cried from happiness and I've cried from rejection, and I realize now how this is what bittersweet would be, condensed into five days and a night without sleep.

I regret things but at the same time I am thankful. My heart opened easily enough to let everything else out and I think, maybe, that I've gotten the pieces back together. Things work out and life goes on. It's the picture we have to get.

I'm okay. This is the year of growing up, I know, it's not going to be easy but it's what I have to do, and am going to.

inquisite at 9:19 p.m.

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